Move move if you Wanna.

Dang that song is so catchy. So Monday we choreographed to that song, and it's been stuck in my head ever since. I am hoping to make dancing one of my hobbies (:

I went to my dad's on Monday, and I think he's gonna give me the Nokia N95. Wooot?

Tuesday was Chinese New Year. I was in a really bad mood, but then my best friend turned that around.

&&; today I saw my best friend. But I just gave him a hug and said bye. I saw "Stan the Man" the friggen nerd with a 4.1. Things have changed so much, people look so different, it's crazy. I'm missing out man, but then if I wasn't at Walnut, I'd be missing out on so much more.

I'm beginning to develop some really good habits, and attempting to break my old ones. I'm beginning to read more, and I do my homework more often now (: and I start earlier, cause I am awesome!

My grades still suck though ): hopefully that'll change by the end of the new semester. I still really want to transfer out of Walnut after this year, I just don't think it's worth the hassle.

What if.

What if I had never taken piano?

What if I had given up my whole life?

What if my parents had never gotten a divorce?

What if my dad, wasn't my dad?

What if I had been handed everything I wanted?

What if my family and I were actually close?

What if they actually understood?

Would I not be into music?

Would I be happier?

Would life be better?

Would I be a better person?

Would I have wanted things to be how they are now?

Would I be those people I despise?

Would I enjoy things more?

Would I really be happier?

What if questions always ponder in my mind, they never seem to go away. It's both good, and bad. You think about things you should be grateful for, then you think about things that aren't so great, and you learn to face reality.

Or maybe I'm not facing reality. I actually can't tell really at this point.

People, they tell you not to care, they tell you things, but they don't realize how impossible it is to follow their directions. You can offer suggestions, but don't give instructions.

I wonder, all day. I think, all day. I sing, all day. I miss people, all day. I live, all day.

Resolution '09

- Try in school.

- See things from other's perspective.

- Spend less.

- Stay fit/healthy.

- Less fights.

- Be understanding.

- Try to be kinder.

- Good > Bad.

- Forgive.