"I'm in trouble"

Did you know, I've been thinking of the things that hurt me the most.

If you bring up my hopes, and you drop them, I never seem to see you the same way again.

Trust is one of the most important aspects of life; I don't who to trust anymore. Something always seems to go wrong, but maybe that's just because I pick out all the bad things. Promises meant the world to me; it bugs me so much when someone can't keep even the smallest of promises. This goes for so many people, seriously.

Another thing, it's so stupid when someone tries to get another person to stop being friends with me. It's taking advantage of that person, and it's much beyond pointless. People are so easily persuaded, that's how the mind was structured. We're influenced so easily by so many different things. It's none of your business whether or not they talk to me, get a reality check.

Just because I call someone "sort of cute" doesn't mean I like them. It freaking bugs me SO much. It is exactly the reason why I never call anyone cute, I say it to myself. If I can't tell someone I think some guy is cute, I'm sure as heck never going to say who I like.

"I'm in trouble, I'm an addict, I'm addicted to this [guy], [he's] got my heart tied in a knot, and my stomach in a whirl"

So, my week went by nicely, pretty much.

-Did an okay job on my English poetry book.

-Got an A on my bio test.

-Have the highest grade in my geometry class.

-Got closer to my best friend.

-Finished all my Spanish work super early, everyday.

-Drama is dying down.

-Hardly went out.

-Actually attempted to finish my homework every night.

-English teacher and Bio teacher were lenient.