There's a lot to say to you, but the more I say, the more I know it will hurt you. I know it was a good thing for your family to take care of me that week of Thanksgiving break, but you, you were a totally different person than when we started being sisters. You see, you didn't even talk to me when I kept trying to get you to talk to me; you would just ignore my attempts and go on texting your boyfriend. He's become your whole LIFE, and it's bad. He made you cry while I was there, and you wouldn't even talk to me about it, when I sat there, and I told you I would refuse to leave until you said something, but you just got up and left. When normally, you wouldn't do that.
Thanksgiving dinner, you didn't smile in the pictures, you didn't stay downstairs with your family, when normally, no matter what, no matter how tired, or how sad you were, you would be down there with us. You magically disappeared at church when normally you would drag me around with you. We spent a WHOLE Saturday in different rooms, while you were texting, and I just layed there thinking of what I could possibly say to how you were acting. You're nonstop about him, I wanted to grab your phone, and throw it at the wall. I want you to understand what your parents have been seeing in you, because I see the same thing now.
You're scared of your boyfriend, and I'm not going to sit around and let that continue. You fear making him mad, or not replying to him. You're stuck on him like glue, it's unhealthy. If you don't do something about it soon, I'm going to have to, and if I take a hold of things, you're going to hate me forever, but I won't let this continue. You've turned into a person you would normally hate yourself.
During my stay with your family, I felt as if you hated me, resented the fact that I was there, but magically, you were alright when Jenny and Janel came, and that was a major burn towards me.
It's your choice to keep in your relationship or not, I know. But I swear, if he makes a horrible move, and you don't tell me about it, I'll do something. You keep things from me now Anjelica, when before we had all those story times and whatever, but nah, sisterpants means shit to you now. All it is to you now is Cris and resenting your parents. You've lost that creative and lovely side of you that could see the bigger picture, but now it seems you even put yourself behind, and you now only want what Cris wants. If I'm wrong, than you're going to have to prove me wrong, because of now, I don't see it.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
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