About me.

Hi, I'm Ashley. I'm a freshman at Walnut. I'm a complicated person, and something's always bugging me. I know I act like a btch, but when I try to change it, nobody notices, so I just go back to where I started.

I want to go places in life, but don't we all? I'm a clean kid, no drugs, no alcohol, no smoking, none of that shiet has a place in my life. I live like a kid in college. I deal with things most teens don't have to deal with, but I'm living through it. I'm hella self-conscious, and being made fun of all day and everyday doesn't help it. Tell me to change how self-conscious I am, doesn't do SHIET, things are easier said than done.

I'm getting really tired and annoyed of how people are changing, but I also know that's who they are, and that's not something I can change. I leave a lot of important things unsaid, because every time I say what's on my mind, I get either no response, or one that hurts or just pisses me off. I blabber about nonsense a lot, so you might not want to get me started down that path. I know how to set my priorities, but I tend to put others before myself.

I want things to be different, I want me to be different. I want people to understand, I want to be confident. I want to be able to stand tall and proud. I want things, I want them to happen, I want but I can't have everything I want. But I can try.

Things about me contradict like heck. But yeah, this is just a tiny bit of who I am.