Is it worth it?

I don't even know ._.

I got up the guts to tell this guy something yesterday :/ and then he had no idea what to say. So I guess me and him are really both wasting our time liking each other. Cause nothing's going to happen. But I guess that's for the better? Trying to see the light in it (:

I don't know if what I'm doing is worth it. This going for more than just one case. English is bugging me so much, no joke. Computers is too. My teacher is so stupid, I have a feeling he's going to give me hell the rest of the year.

I hope I can keep up my GPA, or even make it BETTER. Gotta be more, determined, hard-working, focused, I have no idea, I just need to bring up my English, and maintain all my other grades, or it's going to be really sad news when the semester ends :/

Birthday countdown: 3 WEEKS. Dang, then I'm finally fifteen, time is flying!

The past two days of school weren't too bad, sorta.. Boring and long/short though. I guess daylight savings does change people.

OH, AND I KEEP HAVING REALLY WEIRD DREAMS :/ and I don't think I should've said anything last night, don't want things to be all awkward and crap, but but we shall see!